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[Dec. 4th, 2007|09:40 am] |
No more Mr. Nice Jake
It's time for something new
fuckin Jake Frost is about to take over |
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[Oct. 11th, 2007|08:17 pm] |
i am gonna start writing in here againn
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[Aug. 21st, 2006|12:15 am] |
its really damn cool
being back with the boy i love
and feeling more in love with him than ever
it's also really cool
that he hangs out with me and my friends
and they like him
and he and i spent the whole day out on the town doing stuff
like shopping
and visiting andi
nick you're cool
and i love you |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 16th, 2006|07:25 am] |
My life is perfect.
Nick is back. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2006|07:58 pm] |
of all the parts of me you have control of
my stomach is the main one. i cant even think about you without spewing everywhere. what the fuck is it with you and making me puke? its been like that since the beginning.
im starting to get worried about myself |
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[Aug. 13th, 2006|09:47 pm] |
I love you man, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
Seriously though. Eye have no regrets. It was fucking fun while it lasted, but all good things come 2 an end, and eye think we've both morphed in2 totally different people than we used 2 b. Eye can honestly say that eye like myself way better now than eye did months ago. Eye have way more fun. Eye have way more friends. And eye finally feel free. Eye found my muse in my sadness and anger, and its turned me in2 someone brand new.
Eye hope U find The Dawn |
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[Aug. 10th, 2006|10:46 pm] |
Tonight :
I invented the sassiest possible thing a black girl could ever possibly say:
"Girl don't MAKE ME kick the spring outchow weaaave!" |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|08:49 pm] |
Today:
I got my hair
chemically straightened
what black people use.
and its perfectly straight.
like i've always
wanted
I also
HIGHLIGHTED
it.
bigolchunkyspots
Jeff says its very "punk" |
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[Aug. 8th, 2006|12:57 pm] |
* I have a Kool Aide obsession
* Prince still rocks my world
* So does a NEW BOY.. who will remain unnamed until further notice
* I want to learn to play guitar. Really badly. I almost bought a Fender Stratocaster last week
* I'm sick and I hate it
* School's about to start
* I broke my cell phone and need a new one
* My room is a nasty mess and I need to clean it
* Andi moved and I'm going to miss her so much |
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[Aug. 7th, 2006|06:59 pm] |
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this marks the beginning of something new |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2006|01:53 am] |
The sun set in the South this morning
I know something's coming
Bad news these days, and people are talking
They say your kingdom is falling
They say you lost your fire
To another boy you hardly knew
Little do they know, you'd let the past go
If only something could take you higher
The sun set in my heart this afternoon
For two friends of mine got stuck in the heat
Summertime in Summer's alarming
Cocaine becomes charming
But you talk about things you don't know
No matter how pleasant your past was
Green and blue return to grey
I'm happy as long as my last buzz
Then I think I want something new
The sun set in my mind this evening
Some said they would die for me
They sold some more secrets and all my little memories
Chump change just to unravel the mystery
Life is no fun without fantasy
Some things are better left unsaid
And some people are better left untrusted
Maybe it'll all make sense when I'm dead.
Old friends for sale
Get em while the getting is hot
But you better watch out
They'll kiss you
Til they get what you've got
And they'll show you the friends that they're not
Old friends for sale |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 3rd, 2006|12:31 am] |
Why oh why do I do this to myself?
Idle hands are the devils playthings. |
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[Aug. 1st, 2006|12:23 am] |
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Designated Drivers: You are very much appreciated. |
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[Jul. 31st, 2006|12:47 am] |
Jesus christ my heart hurts soooo bad and I don't think I can take much more of it.
I truly know the meaning/feeling of the phrase "Love isn't love until it's passed" |
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[Jul. 31st, 2006|12:13 am] |
Is it me or did the room just get darker?
Is it me or did I just lay down and die?
Is this a dream or did the world just crumble at my very feet?
How in heaven will I ever be alright? |
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[Jul. 27th, 2006|02:34 pm] |
I'm at the end of my rope
I'm tired of pretending to be happy with my life.
When all I want is my old life back with the boy that I still love. |
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[Jul. 27th, 2006|01:30 pm] |
IlluzionComaPimp
1:20
thats not the important part
20:34
what matters is
20:37
i fucking called NICK last night
BrandScene23
1:25
i know that wa dumb
IlluzionComaPimp
1:25
no it wasnt
BrandScene23
1:25
you arent dumb but calling him was
IlluzionComaPimp
1:25
i think it was a step in the right direction
25:35
i need my life back
BrandScene23
1:25
was ita good convo
IlluzionComaPimp
1:25
and he has it
25:40
no
25:46
i was out of my mind and hysterical
25:50
and he ended up hysterical
BrandScene23
1:25
are you trying to get back with him?
IlluzionComaPimp
1:26
and telling me that he cant talk to me.. couldnt tell me he loved me... said he was sorry and hung up
26:04
i want him back
26:07
i want us back
26:10
i want my fucking life back
BrandScene23
1:27
i hoenstly dont think that is the right thing sir
IlluzionComaPimp
1:27
yes
27:53
it is
27:55
because im a liar
27:59
nick didnt hit me
28:04
he always just restrained me when i was trying to hit him
28:18
i just told people what i wanted them to think about him
28:40
so they would take my side
28:52
i was crazy jealous and would flip out on him about nothing
29:03
i cheated on him . a LOT
29:12
everything was my fault, brandon |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2006|03:56 pm] |
Carjack used to fix flat tires
Cadillac used to be a Benz
Big joints never got you higher
Freebase cost U in the end
I'm just a no name reporter
I wish I had nothing to say
Looking through my new camcorder
Trying to find a crime that pays
I get hit by mortars, everywhere I go I'm loitering
Chaos and disorder ruinin' my world today
He's gay used to mean he's happy
Nowadays happy ain't allowed
You're played used to mean top 40
Now 40 days of being played ain't proud
Safe sex used to mean no babies
When intercourse used to mean fun
If I had 15 ladies
I would only fuck with 1
CHAOS AND DISORDER RUINING MY WORLD TODAY |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2006|02:36 pm] |
i can honestly say i was surprised this morning when the 1 year anniversary alarm on my phone went off.
happy 1 year anyway. |
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